today was not the greatest of days, first let me mention: I hate chicken. People often overlook and mistreat fast food workers. They say our jobs are ones even a monkey could do, and that we are the failures of society. What they don't realize is that yea we are at rock bottom but we also have a tough job, not only do we get to deal with angry hungry people (and BELIEVE ME when I say they can get pretty stupid) we also have alot of things that make up our job; cooking, cleaning, prep, packaging, cashiering, stocking, dishes, drivethru, lobby, trashes..it seems easy but try doing it all at once. . I'm not saying "feel bad for me" I'm not complaining. But fast food workers deserve respect to. I'm just saying next time you order be patient and say thank you. You will make their day. But enough about that. Back to today. Today I saw a familiar face, as I prepped mash potatoes for the dinner rush I couldn't shake the familiarity. It wasn't until they were leaving I realized how I knew him. And before I could say anything he blurted out "you used to pump my gas!" I said yes, I did. But what he said next really got to me. " I figured you went off to college or went somewhere in life, I take it you dont work there anymore. Huh. Well have a good day sad to see you traded one dead end for another" and he is right.i went from one dead end, to another. Whilst I dont plan on staying at KFC forever it was still a low brutal blow of honesty, and its got me pretty down. I hadn't felt like such a failure until that very moment. When I was young I wanted to be a child psychologist, I wanted to be a pianist, I wanted to be an actress, I wanted to travel, I wanted to be an architect, a dancer, a painter, a singer. Hello imaginary readers, my name is breezy and I work at KFC. Luckily as you know (being famous for it and all) I can act. I will act happy until I am ^.^ because I can't let life get me down. Their is always tommoro. That sucked but my real downess spawns from someone I love dearly and their anti breezyness. I cant stand it when people are mad at me, cant say I dont deserve it. But after everything, I didn't think I could be so easily tossed away. And the worst part is I know its permanent. It sucks even more that I have no right to be sad as I completely deserve it :-\ Sigh. I am sorry. Well imaginary readers before I go please realize, I dont hate my life. I'm not trying to be whiney. I just felt like ranting of all the woes in life and since no one reads this I feel I have that right once in a while. Besides. I'm hanging out with d and m and its definatly cheering me up ^.^ I shall continue to amuse you with my awesome wit and charm next time. I promise. Not that your going to read it anyways xD but one day when I'm rich and famous because of some crazy invention I discovered completely by accident (prolly involving the fryers XD) you will read this, and ill inevitably have to sue you for violation of privacy (jk its on the internet. NOTHING is private on the internet)
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